Nearly 1:30 AM and I just came back from watching Star Wars. It was great and all, but now I'm stuck in a rut.
Recently, I have been feeling every emotion one could possibly feel and it has been the most exhausting ride. Over the past year and a half, I have spent so much time wishing for this thing to happen and it miraculously came true, but now I am lost and it is not fair. I am so emotionally drained that I can't find the happiness I thought I could finally own because how can you be happy when you are only given half of what you have been asking for? Life is not fair and someone is definitely testing me.
I'm tired of losing and I don't want to be sad anymore. I don't know what I want anymore, but don't worry because I know I will be okay. I just need time. Lots of it.
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